Jessica Darlin Interview - Jessica Darlin's Bio & Movies
Aug 2002

I've got Jessica and Bobby Darlin here. Thanks for doing this interview guys.

Hey Rog it's good to talk to you. I feel like a kid on their first day of school.

OK, let's get started. How long have you been out of porn?

I've been out of the business for almost two years. I don't know who is making movies these days. I don't know who's performing in them. I don't  know which companies are  successful now or which ones even exist. To start my comeback I'm going to rebuild my relationship with my agent Jim South. From there I'll be able to get a better grasp on what's out there for me this time.

What have you been doing?

Some people have a theory on how you're living your life. They say if someone were to write a book on your life would anybody want to read it? The truth is that since I left porn my life wouldn't make for much reading. Anybody who's followed my 15 minutes knows I never really put myself out for the public. I never did the website thing. I don't feature dance. I just didn't put any time into trying to be famous. I did the Howard Stern thing as part of my first contract. It was an experience but not my choice. I continued that trend when I retired. I went back to my house club, Cheetahs in Las Vegas. Anyone who's seen me there knows I dance under the name J.D and make little issue of my porn career. It's not that I don't adore my fans because I know now what I didn't know then. The worst thing a performer can
loose is his/her audience. I've think I've rented and attended every movie ever made in my time off. I also play all my XBOX and Playstation games raw. Not what a normal girl my age does but it's what has kept me sane and grounded. No rock star fantasies! I've been going to every Dodger game and
my husband and I were clipper season ticket holders.  We are going to go see some Texan games this year around the states wherever they play win or loose. I've also gotten head over heels back into hardcore music and have been attending every show lately. My husband and I are kind of old school amongst today's bands but we've seen Hatebreed, Killswitch Engage, Slayer and Diecast lately. My fans could probably catch me at any good metal or hardcore show.

Why did you leave/retire?

Again Rog, I won't ever come under the illusion that I'm a star for having sex on camera. I might do things that interest others or provide some sort of meaning to someone I guess. The only link I would have to Real actors is getting caught in the rumor mill. I have this little black book in my mind that keeps record of all the people who assume and have outwardly been slanderous. I've heard my exit explained in all kinds of ways. My husband is the confrontational one between us. Not this time. I have to mark my comeback with some evil truths behind the people and the lies they've spread. Rog, I left because I stopped enjoying my job. I stopped enjoying the people around me. Fucking became work. Sex isn't a 9 to 5 and the camera doesn't lie. You can't get in front of a camera and fool the hardcore fan into thinking you enjoy it.

Did you make a break with Extreme or just leave porn?

My personal relationships with some people in the business got nasty and the domino effect took over hurting my private life as well as my business. A solid reason for the business side of leaving Extreme was an honest creative difference. Extreme is in the name of the company for god's sake. I knew what I was getting into when I joined. Anyone who's followed Extreme also knows with the addition of some employees the content became truly EXTREME. People there thought that I chose to stay clean and let the other girls get their hands dirty. That I was above them. Not fucking true. Both sides understood my appeal. Natural in a plastic world. I've always asked to work with guys that I'm sexually attracted to. I have a list of them. Some people think that's some type of privilege. It's the only way I can feel good about what I'm doing and what I've done. I did some edgy stuff but nothing that I deemed reckless. I worried about the wake left behind after making vile porn. Are the guys making them going to bring their work home with them? Are the girls that follow me in this business going to think that this is THE only option? The great thing about the business is that you can find a company/line that makes the type of films that interest you. I know some girls pay their bills this way and they need all the business they can get. I support that fully. Extreme and I will flourish from this point on. They will bring a girl into replace me who truly enjoys their content. I loved those guys like family but they sign the checks. The conditions that came along with me at Extreme became moot when things got ugly. In the end they didn't see our place their. When I was there I supported and defended Extreme. I'm all for making porn that excites and makes you cum. Some people might question if it's an artistic vision or some sort of revenge against women? Using porn as an outlet of degradation against your shitty absent family, love life, or religion is weak! When you're hearing the applause after you've made something truly degrading don't you wonder what type of person is being soothed by it?  I'm not into censorship but I have to draw the line for myself. People talk about exercising their constitutional rights but it's closer to exploiting the constitution. When it comes down to it-Extreme was RIGHT. It's legal to make the videos they make. They should surround themselves with Extreme people. Even though I was drinking loads of cum I wasn't recognized as filthy. Nobody at Extreme took notice because I wasn't doing it in their movies just my own. The great girls who've been at Extreme have gone many miles of vile past me. I guess I leave clean of most of the scat, piss and puke. They were my friends and both of us will have life after this. It's crappie that we couldn't have worked it out. I'm an average actress with a super healthy sex drive. My speech isn't great but my fucking is. Hence forth I will simply be a porn performer. When things were good at Extreme my routine was commented on by Tom Byron as being the ideal contract girl. When shit got personal I didn't fit anymore.  I was supposed to retire at Extreme. I had been contracted for 5 years straight almost before I walked away. For a long time after leaving Extreme I thought that's where this road ended. These were my friends and the people I trusted. By the time the shit had splattered, it had already hit the fan, both Extreme and I felt there was no coming back from our disputes. My husband and I went into Extreme during my retirement and felt better after clearing up some things. By then the damage had been done. Neither side budged on what was to be the future. My husband made some mistakes at Extreme and I think I got caught up in them. Amends were made and still the hatchet hasn't been buried. I'm pretty sure pending my return our hell will flame up again!

What is the status now, are you making a comeback?

The status now is that I've been doing the L.A girl thing. I've been doing yoga, and tanning. I smoke cigarettes so I got the bright smile done. I worked hard against that bitch called time! I'm really a true southern girl so I never knew high fashion until I got here. When I first got out of the business I felt like shit so I dressed the part. I feel like if your head ain't right or if your life's not where you want it to be you can dress like a million dollars and not fool anyone. You can't cover shit with perfume you
can only disguise it. Things are great now. I feel good, dress good, and god dammit to answer your question I AM BACK!

Have you shot anything yet?

A little while ago I stuck my foot in the door and then hopped back out. I got close to shooting for someone but was really hoping for an Extreme/XPW reunion. That didn't happen and it discouraged me. This time feels so right and I'm really horny too. So, I haven't shot yet but the producers I've spoken too lately have made me feel really good about my comeback!

Got any shoots coming up?

I need to tell your audience that when I wanted to return there were very few people I thought I could trust. Out of that selected few it was you that put me back on the map. That's right people Rog the agent. Now you didn't exactly baby me with calls from Lex  and Jules for my return gig. You knew that those were the types of scenes that people would enjoy.

I'm not an agent, just setting you up with some people who would put you in some very hot scenes. Who are you shooting with first?

I'm meeting with Jules next week and it looks like I'll be shooting for Evil Angel first! There are a lot of shady peeps in this business and you aren't one of them. Thank you. From there I can honestly say that I'm not looking for a contract, but if I think I can benefit and help a company like I did at Extreme I will take it. Extreme and the people there, before the font-family: Arial">Woodstock happenings, the sex,drugs,+rock&roll, were my family so I guess I need a new one!

What are your plans from here on?

Rog, I'm 26 years old. I truly missed the business so I'm going to get in and go all out! I don't know if it's going to be an inch or a mile but I can't let my nay sayers win! I want to fuck and prosper as long as I can! I don't think I want to be in my thirties and still going in the adult business. The truth is that if you look good enough then tell the youngins to Move-get out the way- keep on going! Rob said girls last as long as they keep selling so as long as I'm pushing pieces I'm staying.

What about your husband, I hear he has changed his name?

Bobby Darlin: Let me answer this one! The fact is that Rob Black gave me my name Luis Cypher. He owns the rights to my name and movies. Some of them I'm sure he didn't want to own the rights to! So many have come and gone from Extreme amongst turmoil. Not many will credit Rob for their success but I can't deny it. He gave me my start and my finish. I never knew how much I loved the business until I was a civilian again. I'm pretty sure Rob doesn't wish success for Jess and I but I would rather die on my feet than live on my knees. Jess and I are different. She wants to stay on her knees, but that's another story.  The name has changed but my movies will only get better. I want to work hard and take my job serious this time. No more bad habits!

I've changed my name to Bobby Darlin. I will take her name in reverse because it's obvious that any success I had was due to Jessica in the movie!

Are you concerned that some fans might not understand who you are?

It's funny and disturbing. I got an E-mail from one of the handful of people that are a fan of mine. He was using a search engine on video site for my name when a second name matched in the adult biz. We'll kind of close I think he said. Me being one of the names and a Tranny director working for Devils films was the other. With all the controversy surrounding me I now lay to rest any thoughts that it's me moonlighting as a tranny director. It's not me! Imitation is not always flattering! Then again maybe he or she might make good movies and I should take credit!

Do you have a web site?

I don't have a website but now that you've given me some contacts I want to make myself more accessible. I get a kick out of fans and critics who never took to me because I was married. How many scenes do I have to do or how many orgies must I have for them to realize that if I'm attracted to you we can fuck! You always have a chance if we click. My marriage has always allowed that!

How long were you in the business the first time?

I was in the business about 5 months before I got my first contract with Elegant. I had done about fifty scenes before Elegant. I did about 25 there and about 40 at Extreme for the 3 years I was there. In all I was in for 5 years. I didn't get into porn to make a social statement. I wanted a piece of the pie and I want it again. The year before I retired I only did about 6 scenes so I can't wait to captivate a new porn audience and win back the
old. I almost forgot!!! I have to tell all of my enemies to fuck off once again in the meantime!

Do you have any favorite movies of yours?

 

I'd like to forget most of the things I did before I was contracted.
Actually I'd like to forget most of the things I did for Elegant as well. The things that I did that were nominated were cool. I loved Soul Survivor, Last Breath and just about any set at Extreme. They treated me like a queen and I'll miss that being thrown back into the pot!

Any favorite guys to work with?

Tom Byron, Mr. Marcus, Billy Glide, Lexington Steele, Ian Daniels and some others.

Why them?

Have you seen those guys? Huge! I think your getting the pattern but besides cock size they all have personality. Tommy treated my great once telling another company that I was Extreme forever. Hey, It's the thought that counts. Ian walked me in the door and I'm forever grateful! I can't wait to see Marcus and the people that I feel comfy around. When I was at Extreme I lost contact with the outside world because we didn't play well with others! I will be different.

Any favorite girls to work with?

Kristi Myst was my best friend. She was one of the most beautiful girls I had ever seen.

What else did you like about her?

She was sweet, tasted sweet and together we took the fall at Extreme. I've heard rumors that she was one of the girls who didn't appreciate her content compared to the scenes that I did. I never thought I was better than her. She spent many nights over here. When we were great we were great together. Hey, we even fucked up together. God I hope she's doing well. I know we aren't friends anymore but you asked who my favorite was. It was Kristi!

You did a number of interracial scenes in your career. Some people say that hurts female performers. Would say that's true of false?

I won't lie and say that I didn't feel pressure to do interracial scenes when I got in the business. A black performer called me a redneck when I first got in the business so I really worried about what I was doing. I think it's truly racist to change the way you walk, talk or fuck because of race. I think it's truly racist to walk away from, not talk to, or not fuck based on race as well. I don't have to accommodate fans if they want to see me do an interracial scene. If I did an interracial scene towards the end of my career it was because I wanted that person. I love dark black guys as a preference but never as a rule. I don't see color like the real world or the business does. I've heard directors push a scene to me saying how nasty it would be to see me with a big black cock. It's weird that they didn't push it as being nasty when we were shooting it with a white guy. Even though they’re  shooting it's still not even accepted with them. It's still some sort of fetish. I'm more fucking human than that. He's hot or he's not. His cocks nice or it ain't. I let others worry about their color. I'll worry about the person. I've taken the good and the bad from it. I've lost friends over it but gained more. Respect!

And you have kept your breasts real. Did anyone ever pressure you to get them done?

You don't know how close I came to getting them done. I thought that it would be a nice look for the comeback. After a lot of thought I was going to stay true to a previous statement vowing natural. If I became part of the norm I would fail. My acting and my speech aren't good enough to be a clone! At 26 tears old I'm lucky that they still look and feel 18. I want me scenes to display reality. I watch my scenes and I'm disappointed on how mechanical I was. It became work. I wasn't kissing enough even though I was swallowing cum. I want this to be real so I will stay that way till I leave porn for good. When I feature dance someday I might get giant D's. For now I want people to know I was one of the first girls to break the tattoo stereotype. I took my tattoo and made it a symbol for hot girls who wouldn't get held back in this business because of artwork on their skin! I took my tattoo to a contract and then another. Some feel it's not feminine. I guess you'd turn us girls down then huh. I don't think so. I'm back god dammit and I'm going to break rules again!

Is there anything else you would like to say to the fans?

That covers it. Just please get this out as soon as you can so people know that I'm back and badder than ever.

I'm sure fans will roll out the red carpet for your return.

Thank you Rog.